keep smiling
Thursday, May 6, 2010 at 11:31AM 
Over the last several weeks, my immune system, bless its poor, misguided heart, has been desperately trying to reject an invader. It just knows that it's a malicious intruder, and that my life is on the line if it doesn't kill all intruders.
I love my immune system. It's just trying to do its job. How can you not love something that only lives to defend you? It's sweet, really, romantic. Only problem is, it's tried this same thing four times before, and failed. For photos of the previous results, please see raising baby birds.
Not that I mind a failure. The four failures I've got are an awful lot of fun, and who doesn't want 25% more fun? It's just...I and my immune system are stuck in the same body, and it's been giving me an awful lot of grief because it didn't get the "Failure This Time Is Okay" memo.
This is where my little wintertime friend up there comes in. My one true mug. I have other mugs, to be sure, but this one has been pasted to my hand for the last weeks. It's held tomato soup, chicken broth, breakfast cereal, and many, many cups of soothing peppermint tea. (Not all at the same time, because, ugh...that doesn't even sound good to me.)
Oh, how I love the happy, chipped visage of my companionable mug. Day after day lately has found me filling it up with one warm thing after another, trying to soothe that vigilant immune system, trying to make it until bedtime so I could sleep more of the first trimester hours away. It holds a whole can of chicken broth, something I've been grateful for many times during the last weeks. And it always, always smiles.
Now, however, it seems that the clouds are clearing. Romeo, my wonderful immune system, seems to well and truly have failed again, and is receding to his corner (or maybe he lives in a guard tower) to sulk over his defeat. A week ago, when I began to think I might start to feel better soon, I took my sewing machine out of the house for a cleaning, mostly to keep myself from starting up new projects before I'm fully out of the woods.
Yesterday the sewing machine shop called to say my machine is ready to come home, I've got a new stack of fabric (a trip to the fabric store alone was therapy indeed), my children are, miraculously, all still alive, and so life will be getting back to whatever normal is again very soon. But before I move on, I'd just like to say, thanks, mug, for the nourishment, and the reminder.
Keep right on smiling.
~MB~





Reader Comments (10)
Ah, Erin, I can soooo relate to your last few weeks of misery. It is such a blessing to start to feel good again! It'll be good to have to back--you make me laugh through my homeschooling days!
missed you and your words...glad to see you are feeling better. did i see words like "trimester", missy?! let me know if a congrats is in order... :)
You want to know the worst part? It's the guilt that I wasn't able to take your kids to the park or bring over a large roasty beast or have you come over and collapse in a chair. Oh dear. So imagine, for my sake, that all of those things are still available - because they are - they just take WAY longer to get to.
And yeah, congratulations.
YAY! I'm so glad you're back....and feeling better. You have been missed.
Does this mean congratulations are in order? If so: Congratulations!!
Ok, I'm confused. Are you saying that immune systems cause morning sickness, or that you've had something more than morning sickness?
From what I understand, morning sickness is an immune system response. Other than that I'm fine. (If you can call morning sickness fine. :) )
#5! Congratulations!
oh! Congratulations! I am sorry you've been feeling crummy, but what a grand reason!
May the rest of this journey be happy, healthy and, um... productive? (I definitely do not have your way with words!)
Cheers to all of you!
Hooray! I'm glad you are feeling better! I shall envision lots of frills in your near future and keep my fingers crossed for a healthy bundle of joy. Do you have a due date yet? BTW I think there's something in the air or water in that house because it made me awful fertile ;)